A thousand wishes dissapear

I don't really know what to say. Is there anyway to scream on a blog? You can't really show tears on a blog either can you? I wish you could I wish there was some way to just let it all out hard and fast, just to get it over with. I wish that someone read these and could comfort you. But how do you comfort someone your not with. How do you tell someone your acheing with out officially letting them know. How do you tell her you hate her, without being mean? I guess you can't do any of this. Although I wish you could.