Driving, singing, sipping, believing

It's wierd. How one minute of your life your happy, there's that one person. They're new. They make you feel so amazing with every little thing they say to you, and every action that happens with their body errupts a new kind of happiness in you. Just driving around with them for hours on end is enough. Blasting music, singing at the top of your lungs, laughing, and sharing secrets. It's perfect. You could never imagine a better life. Deep down you both feel the connection. Then one day it just stops. For no reason in particular. They stop texting you, you stop hanging out, it all just stops. There is a vacant whole that was once filled with amazing memories, you both shared. Now it's empty. Some songs are hard to listen to. You can't help but think if they listen to the same song and feel the same way. You can't drink certain beverages without remembering how you stopped at the park to throw away the extra nothings at the bottom of the cup. Sometimes its hard to even pick up your phone. The pure thought that the one text message alert you have wont be from them. It's irritating, and it hurts. You don't know exactly how to talk about it in a way to make the hurting stop. I don't really think you can. There will always be a part of you that pangs for that feeling again. You wont get it back without the pressence of them. Sometimes it makes us stronger, other times it makes you upset. Most of the time the upset takes over. But then there is a part of you that just hopes it will get better, but prays it wont always be this way.